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My name is Maxwell. I'm Irish, Christian, and a part of the Rebel Alliance. I enjoy animation, indie music, football, energy drinks, and other cultures. I'm a scholar of music, and write a bit.

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Critique my lyrics

This is a song I wrote. “Honesty and Departure”© copyright me 2012 all rights reserved. Hehe. I need advice on it. In my ask. Or reblog if you really want. Tell me what you liked, what you didn’t like, etc.

I know it’s really cheesy and disneygay, but my brain has been thinking about this too hard. It’s about how I’m losing time to be with someone. Not necessarily in a relationship but just in general. Someoneone who I maybe like but know it won’t work out because of distance and other factors. There’s a bittersweet element to it because on one hand, if the relationship doesn’t exist, there’s no way to ruin the friendship, especially if there are a lot of differences. The other bitter element would be the fact that maybe in a strange way things would work but it can never work because I’m out of time.


“I guess it’s kind of funny how
When I am honest with myself
I kindle my own self destruction
Arson of my own construction
Maybe it’s a problem that
I hurt because you make me laugh
And in this pleasure I should keep
This time and save anxieties

Carpe diem, sieze the day
I never thought we’d seperate
Should I enjoy the time we have
Or plot out ways to make this last?
For far too long I have repressed
That you have caused such happiness
And now you’re leaving way too soon
And I don’t know how I’ll resume

Was it true the way you talked about me?
When you said that I was dating material
When you said that I was truly so wonderful
That you could trust yourself with a guy like me
Because now I know that when you leave
You’ll take my heart and self esteem
And I just want it back
Or do I want you to stay?

I should have taken any chance
To salvage my own happiness
My heart bleeds through its perforation
Created by our separation
I have to wonder in this state
If you could even feel this way
Maybe I don’t have an option
I should just proceed with caution

Was it true the way you talked about me?
When you said that I was dating material
When you said that I was truly so wonderful
That you could trust yourself with a guy like me
Because now I know that when you leave
You’ll take my heart and self esteem
And I just want it back
Or do I want you to stay?

I guess the reason this hurts
Is because I know inside
We’re not meant to be anyways
Maybe it’s time that I learned
That we would only fight
Or maybe I won’t know
Unless I give it a try

Now I know that when you leave
You’ll take my heart and self esteem
And I just want it back
Or do I want you to stay?”


Gaikokujin: 6 Types of Love

girlychic:

Eros
a passionate physical and emotional love based on aesthetic enjoyment; stereotype of romantic love

Ludus
a love that is played as a game or sport; conquest; may have multiple partners at once

Storge
an affectionate love that slowly develops from friendship, based on…

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